My Grandparents Passed Away

My Grandparents Passed Away

My grandparents passed away and it happened about two years ago. I made a big lost for me, just like my deepest heart has in pain. I felt someone that I loved left me forever and they will never comeback. When my grandparents passed away, I felt very depressed. Before that incident happened, there was no bad feeling. It followed by unexpected moment and then another lost of someone that I loved.

Before it happened, there was no bad feeling about that. The situation was just usual as the days before. My grandmother did not have disease that harmed her health, my grandmother was also in a quite good condition. But not with my grandfather, he had a serious disease that could harmed him sometime.

A couple days later, the unexpected moment happened. Before that, I was happy because I celebrated my 18^th birthday. But, next day, my happiness turned in to sadness after I heard news that my grandmother passed away. At that time, the time was at the same time as my first pemantapan test. Indirectly, I could not concentrate because my feeling was so sad and mixed with lost feeling. I felt paralyze for a moment and I could not move just like I had been tied by a rope.

A month later, apparently I was stroke down again by a great meteor after I heard a bad news and my mind said that I felt another lost again. It was started with grandfather who was in bad condition a month after my grandmother passed away. His condition became worse and worse again until he could not hold his disease anymore. Later, my grandfather passed peacefully and it left a deep sadness in my family, especially me. I felt depressed because I felt lost my beloved grandparents twice in a month.

Indeed, when we lost somebody whom we really love, we will feel a deep sadness. Especially, for me, who lost my grandparents twice in a month. So that, I was very depressed at that time. Anyone who was in the same position as me at that time, I believed he/she will also feel the same just like me.